Tuesday, April 27 2010

I guess today is as goods as any to start recorded my life's adventures.
Health I felt drudged up this morning also really tired and swimmy headed. I had HA, back pain all over, nerve pain(feels like a small voltage of electricity going all through my body), fatigue, week, hot flashed, cold sweats. BP was 139/87. I feel that this is do to my physical therapy.(Beyond physical therapy, Jon Paul Church MSPT. I got up, ate (oatmeal and a piece of toast and peach jelly), took medicine,At about 11:00 I was able to watch Natalie. Pawpaw Reeder watched her that morning. She followed me to the garage and was upset when we did not go out side so I promised her that we would go later. I had to distract her by playing with her ball Popper, TV,and books.The afternoon was better. I relaxed and watched TV until Natalie woke up from her nap (2:00-4.00). After she drank her milk and woke up all the way we went outside. She first ran to the puppies(she was calling them puppies, but yesterday she started calling them Sassy. It makes since for her to call Sally Sassy, but she also called buddy and a neighborhood dog Sassy to, but if there is a puppy in a book she still says puppy). Next she got on her little climb and slide toy that the Easter bunny brought her. She is so silly. She doesn't go down the slide but every once and a while. She acted like hot stuff going up the climb part. She skipped the first 2 climbing parts and put her feet on the top 2. She played with the wheel and this little monkey grabbed the 2 sides. One side with one hand and the other side with her other one and tucked her legs in and was supporting all of her weight with her arms. She is just a born gymnast. The swing was next, which was grandmother Reeder's favorite place in the yard. I sat up there by her and we swung about 20 min. When we got through swinging, Natalie was a little investigator. She would squat down at different places throughout the yard and just observe the whole little area. Then, Natalie ran to the puppies.'s . I let her play with them for a few minutes. She likes to pick up any little thing and give it to them.It was a little chilly, and her little arms and legs were so cold, so I told her it was time to go in. I asked her to come on several times, and then got her hand to try to get her to walk with me. She did not want to go and in a determined voice told me NO. She has not ever said No to me before. She usually just wines. I gave her a little pop on the butt. She cried and i picked her up explained why I popped her and gave her a kiss. Once we got inside, we sat with pawpaw a little, and then went downstairs and The whole time she would stand up and fall back on Jason,she was sitting in his lap, watched Tinkerbell. She ate some fries and crackers and a cookie,made all kinds of faces, and stayed up there while her daddy ate. She stood at the top of the stairs and did the home alone face(put both hands on the sides of her face and opened her mouth like she was doing an uh-o face. Jason told me about it. She played with her daddy and read books until bedtime. Daddy read part of Horton hears a Who while in daddy's lap. She kept on standing up and falling backwards on Jason and would just giggle. I had to get the camcorder out because it was funny and cute. She tried to sneak in another book , but that did not work. She gave me hugs and kisses and Daddy took her to say goodnight to pawpaw and to bed. She is growing up so fast, and I feel bad that I'm not able to do everything I would like with her do to my health, and being 6 months pregnant. I am extremely moody and over exaggerate everything(probably even when I'm not pregnant)and having to deal with anxiety and fibromyalgia. I feel that Physical Therapy is healing tremendously, along with vitamins, minerals, and especially kangen water. I do my best to drink a gallon a day. Natalie got her two teeth next to her bottom middle teeth in last week. She started calling monkeys cookies about a month ago. I really feel bad always asking Jason to do things for me. I have been getting aggrivatted with him since I have been pregnant, and I think it is do to my insecurities. I guess the feelings that I could and should just let my nagging stay unspoken. My hormones with this pregnancy has gotten me getting upsat and anoining Jason so much that he probably doesn't want to be around me. I love him and really need to find a way to make it up to him. Sunday I gave my life over to God again. i felt that I needed to rededicate my life, put my problems in his hands, and thank him for all he has given to me.